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  <title>Voices In Your Head, Totally Normal, Right?</title>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 10 Jan 2007 02:31:16 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>hello once again i am durnk! which is a great patr pf uni ness if i do say so myself, but tonght was fun, wth me iz nd sonia nad greg and someone and freddie gettng drunk then gong to camden and being showed how to get to the next pub by an very friendly police man and then going to thpub whch ws very grootty but&amp;nbsp; weh ad a goody evening alth0oug i am now lying on the floor as getting on my bed was just tom mcuh hard work, no doubt will&amp;nbsp; not make my ten am lecture, and ice skating tomorrow should be interseating,</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 02 Jan 2007 20:06:01 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Just to say...</title>
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  <description>Have gven up on coursework n favour of DLM, despite me knowng that my vsit to cheltenham is going to be made shorter by this lttle dstracton, but callum blue is hot, so t&apos;s all good&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And fuckng &apos;i&apos; key stll not working properly (bad typng in this post is not alcohol nduced, i promise), and that makes essay writng such hard work, and i&apos;m really not a fan of hard work, hence prooocrastinaton...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And finally, a more sober Nicola is wishing you all a happy new year, x</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 01 Jan 2007 05:03:14 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Happy New Year.</title>
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  <description>Hoappy new yra to everyone!gos t;&apos;s been age s sinxw i posted ehre, umi has jjust bee so crz kand facbeook has knid stdken bnu my sknul., tnis s har d emougn to type drunk but my &apos;I&apos; key&apos;s not workng porepelrly so f&amp;nbsp; amiss t out, so not my faujlt. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anyway, thks ws just&amp;nbsp; a wukck podt to say helolo, and i hope youd;re all ok, this yhear started farly shty, ut teh last term has benm gooood, nadalthogh christmas wsa dull, it was fololowed bynmy mum filg for dvorce, whch makes me ojso happy! thst maynmajke me sounded eviland twsted, nahone whon has metn my stepdad knows ths s definetyl a good theng.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;srsly,n i leove all you guys and&amp;nbsp; i hpoe you have a great 2007, andni also hope my anfgover isn&apos;t too bad nmkt the mornng.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 17 Nov 2006 17:24:42 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>things i have learnt today: &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;- i can&apos;t write essays to save my life, i just hope if i do actually have to pass 8 essays this year i get a chance to redo it, cause it was shit. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;- rain doesn&apos;t care that you have to run to uni in ten minutes before your deadline, in fact, it will rain harder, just to screw with you. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;- when said rain has soaked you, no matter what you try, your jeans really wont dry, it&apos;s like there&apos;s an endless supply of water in them &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-annoying people who have got the wrong person on msn will continue to bother you despite telling them to bugger off. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;- i am an idiot. i have actually agreed to go to an ice hockey session that starts at midnight. in brixton. i am an idiot. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anyway, sorry for the rant am off to go do the lights for the next performance of treasure island, and try not to make the same silly mistake i did yesterday, which i&apos;m hoping not many people saw...&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ooh, and happy birthday to&amp;nbsp;&lt;span class=&apos;ljuser ljuser-name_binx_349&apos; lj:user=&apos;binx_349&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://binx-349.livejournal.com/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://binx-349.livejournal.com/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;binx_349&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; cause she is 19 today, i hope you had a good day, :) &amp;nbsp;and&amp;nbsp;&lt;span class=&apos;ljuser ljuser-name_izzybishop&apos; lj:user=&apos;izzybishop&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://izzybishop.livejournal.com/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://izzybishop.livejournal.com/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;izzybishop&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;.... you&apos;re a poo, :P&lt;br /&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 31 Oct 2006 20:59:13 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Happy Halloween!</title>
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  <description>This is just a quick post to say happy halloween to everyone.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And, that one of my friends, Jackie is a complete David Tennant/Dr Who obsessive, and as a result i got dragged along to stand outside the National Television Awards, but mission (partially) successful, she didn&apos;t manage to get his autograph, but she did manage to get Billie Pipers, and several photos of DT himself. my poor attempt at camera photography, :P&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/nicolamaddox/pic/000012gy/&quot;&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/nicolamaddox/pic/000012gy&quot; width=&quot;320&quot; height=&quot;240&quot; border=&quot;0&quot; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I swear, Jackie has not stopped smiling since we got back, it&apos;s so cute how overly excited she is to have seen him.</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 30 Sep 2006 10:37:39 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;drunkenness = bad.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;after three nights of pub crawls, german themed nights of cheap beer, and a night of JD and coke to celebrate Jack Daniels birthday, am contemplating a quiet night, or at least a night of no drinking, because to me, right now, that sounds like a gooood idea.&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But then again, i am saying this after I smacked my head against a wall really hard in a drunken haze and now have a big lump on my forehead.&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I win at life.&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 18 Aug 2006 15:05:12 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;k, am having issues with this computer, it seems to like deciding what pages i actually get to view, and my UCAS track page is apparently not one of them.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;But, anyway, hello there, *waves* the day we have been waiting for so long for is finally over, A-level results&amp;nbsp;are out and I got into UCL, which is great and all, but the whole idea of actually having to go to university is scaring me shitless. Hopefully me and my step sister can help each other out on this cause we&apos;re both starting in September, even if she is going to the other end of the country...&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I spent most of yesterday in shock after ringing school, but I think I managed to&amp;nbsp;speak to most people yesterday, if I didn&apos;t then CONGRATS, and I hope you&apos;ve all got in to wherever you want to go.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Now I am going to go cause I&apos;m in the library with like a set time allowance and the little clock is sitting there taunting me. It&apos;s mean like that, :P&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 25 May 2006 17:10:35 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>our school, scum of the earth has just blocked livejournal, thank god for deepest sender, although i don&apos;t know whether this will post correctly or not, and just when i was feeling bad about the fact i&apos;ve had my last ever lesson. bah.</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 17 May 2006 12:10:21 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>bored...</title>
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  <description>am sitting in computing and am very bored, and mr fayter seems to find it amusing to keep closing my laptop whenever he catches me using it. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;grey&apos;s last night was amazing, after sitting there for quite a while, while everyone squeeed and screamed over the *really* hot sex and the dying-ness, have spent most of the time since theorising about next season after it&apos;s third season was finally confirmed last night, (although it is moving to a thursday, where there will be greater competition from CSI, but i think if the ratings really suck, they&apos;ll move it again, THEY CANNOT CANCEL GREYS)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;have also been trying to discover the fate of all of our other much loved shows. spoilerfix.com, has a pretty up to date list of all the shows it covers, it&apos;s just waiting for the final updates tomorrow, although rumour has it, that supernatural has been picked up for 22 episodes (Robin did a very fun dance while making odd noises when she found out.), VM has been picked up for 22 (although could drop to 13 if ratings suck), GG is apparantley only up for 13, but this is to be revisited mid-season. there are more, but i can&apos;t remember...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(mcdreamy icon has returned, i still love mcvet but PD was SO SO hot in grey&apos;s yesterday...)&lt;br /&gt;x</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 13 May 2006 08:41:28 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>okay, am a little bit hungover, just a little bit, but enough for people to mock me about my headache and lack of hand eye co-ordination. an hour of chem synoptic is going to be fun. bah. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;this is bad. i have recollections of us being very loud and doing the macarena at twenty to one this morning, and robin and co doing the whole &apos;bring it on&apos; cheer at some point, as well as me running into katie in the bathroom at some point after falling into a wall and rambling at her about something...whoops.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[And for Robin: doctor, doctor, doctor, doctor, doctor, doctor, doctor, doctor, :p]</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 10 May 2006 17:21:02 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class=&quot;ljcut&quot; text=&quot;Veronica Mars Season 2 Finale Ramblings&quot;&gt;LoVe is in air...or on our tv sets at least, sorry, corny i know, but if the vm people didn&apos;t want people to make puns on the peoples names then they should have given them different names. i&apos;m happy it has to be said, veronica and logan are back together which....oh....just makes me so happy *grins manically*, one of my ships is working, and one of my ships have ended the season together, which is more than i can say for most of the other tv shows i watch.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;okay so once i&apos;ve got over the whole logan/veronica thing, i have to admit the episode was a little wierd. the whole cassidy going from being a timid little idiot, to a guy who sent a bus load of kids of a bridge, ran over someone, attempted to kill veronica, screamed &apos;my name is cassidy&apos; (which to me seems for foolish and girlie than beaver) and jumps to his death. thing is i read the spoilers that it was him a while ago so i guess i&apos;ve had time to adjust, but there has always been something not quite right about our little beaver.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the whole keith thing was kinda sad, but he was never going to be dead, so i guess i wasn&apos;t too hit by it, i was still squeeing over the whole veronica/logan him being there for her etc. anyway, enough of a ramble, am waiting to watch the train wreck that will be the gilmore girls season 6 finale.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 07 May 2006 15:24:52 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Procrastinating as usual</title>
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  <description>okay, so i was meant to start work quite a while ago and i haven&apos;t, nothing new there, i&apos;m stupid. and i&apos;m going to fail my A-levels. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;moving on,&amp;nbsp;&lt;span class=&apos;ljuser ljuser-name_morneson&apos; lj:user=&apos;morneson&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://morneson.livejournal.com/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://morneson.livejournal.com/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;morneson&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; spent ages last night sorting out my computer and now it is really shiny and i have like 4gb of extra space. *worships &lt;span class=&apos;ljuser ljuser-name_morneson&apos; lj:user=&apos;morneson&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://morneson.livejournal.com/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://morneson.livejournal.com/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;morneson&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;*, so now have been making banners and icons to upload later, more procrastination in store for this evening i feel. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;movie night was fun. well it would have been if i actually managed to stay awake for more than about 20 minutes of either movie, am just hoping i didn&apos;t do anything embarrasing in my sleep like i normally do, cause there were quite a few people there and that would be bad.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;am now going to go and finish my computing coursework once and for all. bah.</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 02 May 2006 08:33:43 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>am bored. am also screwed. have not revised for my maths test this morning, and i physically do not have any clue how to do integration, and i really don&apos;t think there is any point me going to the lesson, at all...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;in another news, grey&apos;s. grey&apos;s. grey&apos;s. grey&apos;s. was a good episode although after watching it, and seeing the previews for next week, am angry with mcdreamy, but am completely in love with chris o&apos;donnell, his character is just....oh, i love him. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;prayers this morning was highly amusing for once, it was a sixth form house talking about children&apos;s literature etc, and even the readers started cracking up in the middle of Dr. Seuss&apos; &apos;Green Eggs And Ham.&apos; the most amusing part had to be however, the &apos;Nellie The Elephant,&apos; Remix. i was there was some sort of wailing, and some very fast singing, and some odd mumbling, it was hysterical, but more than a little disturbing.</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 24 Apr 2006 20:51:58 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>bahbahbahbahbahbahbahbahbah</title>
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  <description>i am in a very bad, bad, bad, bad mood. only having an hour and a half of sleep in a night makes a person cranky by the following evening, so every little thing is now REALLY pissing me off. the fact that i can&apos;t fiddle with some graphics, cause i left both my ipods and USB stick at home, (people that i have been ranting at will understand) is really frustrating me as that&apos;s all i really want to do. make pretty pictures and go to sleep. screw computing coursework. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the fact that the dorm opposote emma&apos;s is currently playing &apos;auld lang syne&apos; for the second time and jumping around is only adding to my annoyance level it must be said. and that my computer asks me every two minutes whether i want to restart my computer to install updates. i&apos;ll od it when i&apos;m ready and after the hundredth time of saying i&apos;d do it later you think it would have really gotten the message my now. firefox has also either decided that it doesn&apos;t like scroll bars, or that it would be really amusing to piss me off further. either way i have none on my internet pages, so have to use the arrow keys, which is starting to get a little tedious it must be said. not impressed.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;bad bad mood.</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 22 Apr 2006 20:05:32 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>umm...ok...</title>
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  <description>i think my grandad is high....just got this message from him:&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;         		        			        			&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i knew a nicola once and i did not do her any harm.but she walked out without a word &lt;br /&gt;perhaps it was outside sources.??????&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i mean wtf? so odd, i mean what the hell, i havent heard from him for ages, i think he saw that i deleted daddy and his whole family from the family tree...oops! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;depressing little rant about Tom being a w**ker&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&amp;nbsp; well, tom is being wierdly friendly at the moment, i think he&apos;s trying to make up for the past few weeks, i think he also found out that i told my mum that i didn&apos;t want him to go to leavers&apos; ball. i&apos;m sorry, but it&apos;s just the last in a long line of things that just makes me hate him more and more. he wouldn&apos;t have called his own kids those things, i hate the way that they know nothing about what&apos;s been going on here, just makes me resent them. the atmosphere here has been really hellish, both of us in our rooms not saying a word and then starts the shouting. i mean i was just sitting in my room, minding my own business and he just starts screaming at me telling me he hates me and calling me some names that i really didn&apos;t appreciate, and some that i find very offensive and rude, so unnecessary, and on more than one occasion, it may seem small, but it just made me so angry and upset,&amp;nbsp; it just takes me back to when he used to drink, not good times. </description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 03 Apr 2006 20:49:22 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Bad, Bad, Very Bad</title>
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  <description>Today has been bad. Amongst other things i had a big fight with a certain bastard of a stepfather, as a result i drove off...catching the side of my car against the neighbours wall, scratching all along my car and chipping the corner of the wall, which i&apos;m very worried the neighbour will notice, as there is a quantity of silvery paint on the ground by it, and i&apos;ll get in trouble, lots of lots of trouble, i mean i didn&apos;t damage the wall, just a few chips, but i don&apos;t know how petty are neighbours are yet.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i also broke my new year&apos;s resolution as a result. i was so stressed which is no excuse, but...i mean i&apos;ll stop again once i go back to coll, it&apos;s just, OH, i just hate him. bah. bahbahbahbahbahbahbahbah.</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 03 Apr 2006 15:57:10 GMT</pubDate>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 31 Mar 2006 18:32:49 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>damn, damn, damn, oh... and eww...</title>
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  <description>okay, have done no work as usual, and i just watched hollyoaks, and basics i was shipping rhys and sarah, and sarah just slept with sarah&apos;s mum, it was so, so, so, SO wrong it&apos;s unbelievable, her seduction of him was just embarrassing and just the thought of old people sex creeps me out but an old person having sex with a young one is just as bad.  funny part was the commentator on E4 afterwards was like, &apos;Well that minged.&apos; made me giggle, *guess you had to be there*. so now not only is my ship ruined but i am scarred for life. x</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 30 Mar 2006 14:39:06 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Latest News</title>
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  <description>well, am sitting on my sofa lookig out the window at the funfair that has just started to be set up on the village green opposite the flat, and is going to be very noisy for the next week and a half, i mean you could hear it from my old house which is ata reasonable distance from it but living this close is going to be hell, i mean it&apos;s not even an exciting fair seeing as it&apos;s the same thing every year and i have been living here my whole life. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Tom has gone to spend a few days with his friends somewhere giving me a few days peace, but that does mean that i have to do the tesco shop this week and the thought actually fills me with dread. I hate going to The Meadows (this big M&amp;S and Tescos complex nearby). Apart from that, have done nothing this week, i came home with the best intentions of working and so far have spent the whole week procrastinating, cause it&apos;s what i do best, occasionally getting up to tidy my room a little bit more.</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 28 Mar 2006 19:29:58 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Bah...</title>
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  <description>Tom has spent the last 30 minutes laughing at me cause i said our microwave was possessed. well, it was, my food was still being heated and going round on the dish thing even after the timer had run out and i couldn&apos;t get it to stop, therefore possessed. actually every electrical object seems to be, both of us are having issues with our laptops, we click to open one program and another one opens, the oustide light is playing silly buggers and the sky box keeps eating all my recorded programs. bah, bah, bah.</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 20 Mar 2006 16:28:03 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Icon For Vicky</title>
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  <description>This is an icon for vicky, which i really don&apos;t like but i said that i&apos;d make one and i have no energy to start again, no laughing at my lack of icon making skills please, am new at this...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;John C. McGinley:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a391/maddoxn/DrCox.png&quot; alt=&quot;&quot; /&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 19 Mar 2006 21:07:31 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>men and their....</title>
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  <description>as a very odd term approaches its final week, - thank god -, exhaustion is setting in, deadlines are approaching, and...men are w*nking behind the boarding house. life is complete. what better way to end what can only be described as a very bizarre term, than the cops showing up at the front door as the kitchen staff had a very nasty surprise when they went to leave the house today. apparantly knowing that there were 60 teenage girls in the house, was too much for him and as a result he got caught with his trousers down, literally. the matrons have since gone round and warned everyone to make sure their blinds are fully down before getting changed, so as to avoid a repeat incident. i really don&apos;t understand the men that do this, and it&apos;s not as if it&apos;s the first time this has happened, i think the majority of us have had someone do it outside their boarding house here at least twice during our time here. i still want to know how the one at glenlee managed to get over the very pointy, reasonably high railing with his pants around his ankles and still manage to avoid a masty injury, shown by the fact he promptly went and repeated his actions outside st mags before finally getting caught. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class=&quot;ljcut&quot; text=&quot;Depressing thoughts&quot;&gt;spoke to my mum today, as if i wasn&apos;t home sick enough, it&apos;s taking longer than i&apos;d like to get used to this whole, &apos;my mum now lives abroad&apos; thing, apaz turkey is amazing, she&apos;s having a great time, our cats however are apparantly somewhere in greece, i think she&apos;s not telling me something, as everytime i ask her about when they&apos;re arriving, it&apos;s always, &apos;oh, in a few days&apos;, so i think they may have died in transit, plus she&apos;s lied to me about this stuff before, like when our last cat was &apos;at the vet&apos; for about a year before i finally clicked as to what had happened, so all in all today has been a crappy end to a crappy week. god, i sound so depressed, me thinks i have been listening to too much death cab for cutie....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 16 Mar 2006 19:52:30 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Bah...</title>
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  <description>bah...our school is foolish...we have been gated for tomorrow night, which according to my geography class is the best night to go out in cheltenham, [0_o - love from scas] but they have even stopped us from going to the sound of music, a bloody school performance. Bah, bah, bah, bah, bah</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 15 Mar 2006 20:44:50 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>i got in to edinburgh!! the offer is BBB, so that&apos;s going to be my insurance place, YAY!!!</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 13 Mar 2006 19:06:50 GMT</pubDate>
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